Erich Watry's Journal

Depression
Depression

I feel so alone
I cant stop but wonder why
None of you talk
But no one listens to my screams
Its like talking
To this brick wall ahead of me
Its like Im walking
And your all pulling me down

Chorus
Depression is my only felling
Depression seems like my only friend
Depression releaves me
Depression seems to be killing me

You see me down
And you push me farther than you should
I see you coming
And im already more alone than ever
You see me smile
And it seems to kill you inside
I see you cry
And it feels all better inside of me

Chorus
Depression is my only felling
Depression seems like my only friend
Depression releaves me
Depression seems to be killing me

Bridge part
I cant seem to pull myself
Out of this hole
If the hole was inside you
I think Id stay forever
But you see me
And then laugh me away

Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: Staind- Suffer

I just dont get it
Ok, why is it that Leigh and Jessie are are mad at me? I know it shouldnt bother me, but it does. I cant stand it when people are mad at me, and their mad at me for the stupidest reasons. Their mad at me because they think im a skater wannabe when I have been a skater since I was like 9 or 10. So they talk shit. And then their mad at me cause Im friends with their friends so they think Im gonna ask them all out, and thats bullshit. If I wanted to, I would have asked Rachel, Katrina, and or Sally out awhile ago, but I didnt want to. But yet they still assume. Well, screw them. Yeah, I know Im bitching and moaning, but I needed to get this out and I got yelled at for screaming in my room.

Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Staind- Epiphany

Wow, this is cool
Haha, i cant remeber the last time that i actually updated this P.O.S.....oh well. Yeah, the last couple days have been so awesome! Friday, my baseball game got canceled, so I went over to Dusty's and me, him, and Jake Cooper had a milk chugging contest. Lots of vomit. I drank the least cause i got stuck with Strawberry Milk so I got dunked in freezing water for five minutes. Lots of fun. Then I went glowbowling (enough said). Saturday I earned money then slept the whole day. Now sunday was phat! I went on my youth groups picnic. Some of the girls that go to Western brought their friend Tiffany along. Me and her hung out for like 6 hours, and now Lauren (one of the girls in the youth group) is trying to hook me up with her. So that is the best weekend I have had in awhile. Throwing up, making money, and getting a girlfriend, great shit......

blow me
Your Face

When I first saw you
I did a double take
When I first met you
It seemed like a big mistake
How could I have found
Such a perfect one
When all i know
Is cheating lying hoe's

Chorus
No matter what happens
I promise I wont forget you
And no matter what Im going through
Your face will make it all ok.

Down at the beach
We first started laughing
Up on the swings
I threw some sand at you
How did I getso lucky
That i can hold your hand
And be with you
Until you run away

Chrous
No matter what happens
I promise I wont forget you
And no matter what Im going through
Your face will make it all ok.

Current Mood: loved
Current Music: Staind- Its been awhile

Song 5
Too Short

How am I here
so helpless and confused
You moved me so fast
I still cant find myself
Since you left me
I seem to be out of service
But while you were with me
I forgot about everything else

Chorus
We were too short
Your stay was too short
Everything is just too short
Why is it too fucking short?!?

And now its time
For it all too change
Whats the use
Of trying to stop it
When you leave
All my memories will diminish
When your gone
All this shit will finally be gone

Chorus
We were too short
Your stay was too short
Everything is just too short
Why is it too fucking short?!?

Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: Chemical Bath by Deftones

Today
Today was an ok day. I got to hear about peoples problems, and helped them either figure it out, or just get it out. But it was wierd to, because this junior I used to like is trying to do stuff with me, and I dont want to, so it got kinda awkward today. I still feel like Im losing my old best friends which sucks ass. Im glad Im making new ones, but still, it blows getting shafted by someone thats no better than you. And these mother fuckers just keep pissing me off trying to think that Im ok when they do it too me. Oh well, Im glad Im in band now, thats where all my friends are startin to pop up. Wow!! I wrote a journal!!

Current Mood: blank
Current Music: Knife by Deftones

Dont you love these depressing songs?
Why

Why did you beat me down
Why did you kick me around
Why did you mess with my head
And shoot down all that was said

Chorus
Are you some kind of god
That you can do this to me
And all that I got
Is what you've taken from me

Why do I lie here crying
And feel like Im dying
Why are you too good for me
And what is it you cant see

Chorus
Are you some kind of god
That you can do this to me
And all that I got
Is what you've taken from me

Bridge part
And now you feel
What its like to be me
The beat downs, the put downs
Is what its like to be me
I'm crying
Im lying
Im crying
Im dying

Chorus
Are you some kind of god
That you can do this to me
And all that I got
Is what you've taken from me

Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Back to school by the Deftones

Song number 3
Yeah, Im sure your all getting sick of these, but hey, I get bored.

Suck It

You act like,
Like your better than me
Well to bad your to blind,
To blind and troubled to see
I've always been,
Been there for you
And now you sit and act,
Act like your better than me

Chorus
Well when you come crawling back
Im gonna tell you your shits outa whack
And when you say lets forget it, all about it
I'm gonna say YOU CAN SUCK IT!!!(screaming)

Well how could you,
You do this to me?
Back then you used to,
To call me your homie
Now if you ever,
Ever call me that
I'll always make you,
Make you eat that

Chorus
Well when you come crawling back,
Im gonna tell you your shits outa whack
And when you say lets forget it, all about it,
I'm gonna say, YOU CAN SUCK IT!!!
SUCK IT!!!

Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: Judith by A Perfect Circle

Another Song
Hey everyone, please comment on this and tell me what you think (yes, this means you too Ben) I dont like this one too much, but who knows.

Favorite Part of the Day

My day sucks
I can't find anything good about it
At all
But then I see you
And it seems to be my favorite part
of the day

Chorus
I hate the day
I hate even seeing it through
But then I see you
And it's my favorite part of the day

I go into class
Now I seem relaxed and in a sense,
Of total bliss
My day's turned around
Then I see you and it's the favorite part
Of the day again

Chorus
I hate the day
I hate even seeing it through
But then I see you
And it's my favorite part of the day

Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: Home by Staind

Sleepy
Man, today blows. I got in late this morning (1:00) from glowbowling. I had to get up at like 7:30 in the morning just to clean a damn raod! WOAHH!!! It was so gay. Now our furniture is late and wont come in until tomorrow. Asshole delivery guys. And Im going to my dads in like an hour. But last night was cool. I got to chill with my best friends, and made a new friend named Beth. She's so cool.

Current Mood: weird
Current Music: 3 Libras by A perfect Circle, it's the sweetest CD!!

My song
Ok, this is a song I made, I hope you all like the lyrics, and I hope this damn page doesn't mess it up.

Help

I need help
I need your arm
I need your arm to help me stand on the ground
Cause I seem to have fallen
I've fallen so hard
And I cant seem to find the way back to my feet.

Chorus
So please help me
get back off of the ground
Can you save me
From this shit thats goin around
I need to see
If Im still alive
I need some help
Can you, help?

Another day
Another day has
another day has come and gone
I still feel useless, just like you
I just cant help it
If got nothing left inside unlike you!!

Chorus
So please help me
get back off of the ground
Can you save me
From this shit thats goin around
I need to see
If Im still alive
I need some help
Can you, help?

Bridge part
Life seems so useless,
Since we'll all end at the same place
My life's so useless
But at least i show some grace
While you sit and ponder how to get the next punch
I sit and get ready to go through another day

Chorus

Song
Ok, this is a song I made, I hope you all like the lyrics, and I hope this damn page doesn't mess it up.

Help

I need help
I need your arm
I need your arm to help me stand on the ground
Cause I seem to have fallen
I've fallen so hard
And I cant seem to find the way back to my feet.

Chorus
So please help me
get back off of the ground
Can you save me
From this shit thats goin around
I need to see
If Im still alive
I need some help
Can you, help?

Another day
Another day has
another day has come and gone
I still feel useless, just like you
I just cant help it
If got nothing left inside unlike you!!

Chorus
So please help me
get back off of the ground
Can you save me
From this shit thats goin around
I need to see
If Im still alive
I need some help
Can you, help?

Bridge part
Life seems so useless,
Since we'll all end at the same place
My life's so useless
But at least i show some grace
While you sit and ponder how to get the next punch
I sit and get ready to go through another day

Chorus
Can you, help?

My day
Well, my day was ok. I woke up on my wrist, which I toatally f***ed up last night getting hit by a pitch inm baseball. Not good. But I did manage to fix it myself. I hit it against a locker. Some of my friends were pissing me off, like Paul. Acting like a big asshole and being all better than me. Oh well. It dont matter too much. You get used to it after awhile. Anyways, this blows, but it was my first entry.

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